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Memento Mori

by Sam Zalta

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1.
My Prayer 02:51
put your hopes on me turn the radio on listen to its breath listen to its prayer tune into me and tune into god i am the great i am put it all on me then put the radio on listen to her breath listen to her prayer tune into me and tune into god i am the great i am put your faith in me turn the radio dial listen to my breath listen to my prayer tune into me and tune into god i am the great i am
2.
Who We Are 03:49
“search for me” another night i will see it through i lay on the floor and i plead with you, “lead me on, i will crawl” hold my breath hesitate and the stars align to spell your name and you call, “search for me” follow you down where the angels would hide you point at the moon and say, “it’s not time, but i’ll see you soon” leading me on where the rivers collide as a deer lifts its head up in fear of his shame you leave through the alley way and i fawn i can’t speak i will see you soon you run away and i break then you turn my shadow into flames and you call, “search for me” don’t go away i can’t wait i will cross your vacant endless plains write your name on my back with your finger and i believe it started with a V
3.
on a midnight walk i feel the breeze shadows of my wants drip from the trees play with me and hold my hand be with me feel bleed speak with me don’t punish me be with me feel bleed hit me where it hurts i want to feel hit me where it hurts i want to bleed hit me where it hurts i want to feel shadow of my blood
4.
Shadows 02:42
be with me just for a while now though you’ll never love me so rest your head and close your eyes, love tell me all about your woes if i call you on your phone will you say that you’re not home? hold me please don’t let me wander your touch is all i need to know let me breathe you in come closer your scent it soothes my aching soul be with me just for a while now and know i’ll always love you so
5.
What I Need 04:36
take just what i need and soon you will receive there’s hope when you concede your love will come for me and soon these winter trees will bloom i call your name but you don’t look back cause you’ve seen before the hate love attracts when you find someone it’s like a one-way track and these diamond rings replace the words they lack as the autumn leaves are floating away at times i dream at times i’m out for days i watch you from my window, dear alone my heart it waits alone slowly you slip by me and i’m trapped inside your grin even if you don’t want me, dear you know i’ll always lead the way take just what i need and soon you will receive there’s hope when you concede, my love i call your name but you don’t look back cause you’ve seen before the hate love attracts as the autumn leaves are floating away fingers interlocking a lovers warm embrace my window frames your outline, dear alone my sweet Veronica take just what i need and soon you will receive there’s hope when you concede your love will come for me and soon these winter trees will bloom i call your name but you don’t look back cause you’ve seen before the hate love attracts when you find someone it’s like a one-way track and these diamond rings replace the words they lack as the autumn leaves are floating away
6.
Altar 04:38
trapped in the blues when your eyes close tied to an aimless fleet blind to the scene of your altar found and lost again i bleed, i bleed, i bleed morning star silence til you need me caught in the cruel breeze of winter drawn to the summer air awed by the ends of your anger bound and gagged again he made us all his way we can’t go on this way i bleed, i bleed, i bleed morning star silence til you need me the falling sky silence til you need me he made us all his way we can’t go on this way morning star
7.
sold a bag of dope and stole a car off the rails tell Veronica i’m leaving home i’m floating will she see me off before i go? out of grace i’m going to drive across America haul me in o, can you see me now? i’m floating out of frame and appearing new in between the shores of Henry Ford endless plains a fog it lifts and a voice chants out “all for us” o, can you see me now? i’m floating out of frame and appearing new say, can you hear me now? i’m shedding all my grace and revealing you i’m running out of hope, Veronica on the mend now i’m nothing, sweet Veronica i’m falling occurs to me i am Veronica out of frame i’m gonna drive across America haul me in
8.
Dark 03:06
i left my home now i’m washed up on the shore your fruited plains leave nothing to behold inside of the heartlands is death and rotted trees and the raging sea is filled with broken dreams i flew too close now i’m floating towards the sun your amber waves leave nothing to inspire i’m a wandering eye you’re an agent on the scene i’m Johnny Orr you’re a can of gasoline i’ve fallen off now my life is torn apart what the future brings leaves nothing to look forward it’s dark up ahead and i’m hoping that you’ll lead where the questions end and the night starts to retread Veronica, i’ll hold you in my heart but to live and die leaves nothing to desire we each play our part and you know that’s not for me if the world’s a stage then i’m plotting to be free
9.
Winter 04:47
who i am? what are we? where to go? i dreamt about your death last night a night of no reprieve they found me with a rusted knife and blood stains on my jeans when i fall apart and i kneel down i won’t call you i won’t call you when it’s winter time and the heat’s out it’s so cold outside so cold now why am i? when are we? how to go on? your likeness greets me in a disco light and i can hardly speak when i fall apart and i kneel down i won’t call you i won’t call you when it’s winter time and the heat’s out it’s so cold outside so cold now i’m broken, upended unloved and unwanted i’m losing, i’m beaten i’m gone and i’ve ceded no end no beginning no death and no living no god and no country no you and no me
10.
when i wake i find you sitting off alone the sun is rising a gold horizon your t-shirt on the floor i watch you go and you leave me with a sigh “if you don’t want me, you can’t have me” baby, i want more if you won’t have it our love extended please tell me so back don’t look back it’s too hard holding back where it hurts too much the vista up ahead things i won’t leave behind the sun is rising now her words will ring true in time i take a walk and there’s no one to call my own a distant shadow an empty vessel a bloodless barren void you want to go and you’ll leave without goodbye the plot is ending the plane is leaving but baby i want more if you won’t have it our love extended please tell me so back don’t look back it’s too hard holding back where it hurts too much the vista up ahead things i won’t leave behind the sun is rising now her words will ring true in time
11.
i can’t breathe if you won’t try and i will steal just one last look of your cold gray eyes please, won’t you stay with me for a while? i want to flee i want to hide cause i can’t break that hopeless look when you close your eyes beg, won’t you be with me for a while? though i live to roam your highways there’s a pileup ahead and these endless nights just give way to the light of the morning star though you kept your eyes from closing you were too troubled to speak we thought of forming days of years ago and the waning moon
12.
if i call you at home are you there? hear a shift in your tone it’s unclear falling leaves, calming seas broken hearts, stolen dreams flower petals line the floor but you’re not here autumn’s come to my home are you there? hear you shake through the phone a voice unclear dying trees, fading stars fancy cars, diamond rings shadows dancing though my halls but you’re not here if i call you at home are you there? hear a shift in your tone it’s unclear falling leaves, calming seas broken hearts, stolen dreams flower petals line the floor but you’re not here be with me just for a while now though you’ll never love me so rest your head and close your eyes love tell me all about your woes hold me please don’t let me wander your touch is all i need to know let me breathe you in come closer your scent it soothes my aching soul be with me just for a while now i am a mix of shame and blood and silence and fear i’ll die in search of the god you left for me i’ll buy in, we’re falling out i’ll cry and we’ll sort it out let me in or put me out i’m trying breathe, stay as you need me as you need me please stay i am a mix of shame and blood and violence and fear i’ll live in search of the god you left for me i’ll buy in, we’re falling out i’ll cry and we’ll sort it out let me in or put me out i’m trying
13.
i am a simple man too young and full of vice i know exactly where i’ll lay i am the raging sea a leaf blowing in the breeze i know there’s nothing up ahead i am a bated breath - i know that only death awaits i am the morning star i am the falling sky i am the waning moon you seek i am like Errol Flynn i am like Tantalus i am only what you see i am the knight stripped bare i am the eye that stares i am an agent on the scene i am a sinking belle i am a stumbling fool i am lost to time and meaning i am the shadow self unconsciously full of hope i am just who i claim to be i am a simple man afraid of sin and death but i know that only life awaits so lay your soul upon me dig it deep within mine and we’ll feel and we’ll bleed always invited but never regarded and why should i bother when i’m such a bother i called you at home and you answered to say that you’re not there

about

In the hands of Sam Zalta, Memento Mori is a sound like the wind on a wintery afternoon, gone in a second but for the cold sensation of it on your skin. Within these songs, however, lies a special warmth bathed in different senses.

You hear this beautiful fragility in the repetitive insistence of “My Prayer,” the musical wandering of “Where It Hurts,” and the vulnerability of “Shadows.” There are other shades to Memento Mori that make it a more nuanced musical experience, like the brightness of “Altar,” the tenderness of “How To Fall Apart,” the sweetness of “When Your Eyes Close.” There’s so much that Zalta can say with his voice, synths, and guitars. Aided by acoustic and electronic instruments, Memento Mori is an expansive yet intimate listen.

The fleeting importance of love, nostalgia, heartbreak, and sorrow as something that will pass but will leave a mark in our own short time in this realm. A gift to carry and remind us of the preciousness of these emotions. This is Memento Mori.

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released May 12, 2023

Featuring:
Fadia Monserrath - Background Vocals
Edward Blaze Bateh - Drums, Percussion
Reid Hopkins Bateh - Lead Vocals on Sam Zalta's "America"
Tony Solis - Bass

Artwork:
Creative Director - Madison Meadows
Photographer - Ash Bean
Layout and Design - Villem Sarapuu
Talent - Xotchil Sarabia

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Sam Zalta New York

Since 2016, Zalta has played guitar and keyboards for Bambara in their live configuration, touring the world with the Brooklyn-via-Atlanta rising outfit. Zalta has been writing and recording since his teens under different aliases, sharing them only with close friends and family, and performing live scarcely in and around New York. Now he’s ready to go public and make a mark with his own sound. ... more

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